poartryinme

How can I forgive
seven times seven plus one
My heart my dreams relive
Fallacious years undone

I walk a fine line
Farce has many faces
Your wishes against mine
Impermissible disgraces

Hard to recognize
Disbelief […]

You, child, grown yet just partially
Beginning, knowing, testing what will be
With gentleness, trusting as a dove
Life’s incongruities
How is it you still love
Your heart rises above
You baffle me

Child, you k […]

I know it’s been a long time
I didn’t know what to say
I felt like I couldn’t pray anymore
I guess I’ve been angry
It felt like you’d left me
And I once thought I really knew you Lord
I know it’s been a long time […]

Remembering, pondering
Grasping at ahead
Endless mental wanderings
Acceptance, submission, dread
Am I the broken one
Hating what’s been torn
Must I be the unspoken one
Near death, embrace reborn
How can I find r […]

I am not sheltered
I’m immersed
In the deepest darkest
Truths on Earth
When we reach for the skies
Here below
Don’t leave me trapped amidst the lies

I still see future
My story nearly told
I reach toward H […]